我遗失了什么吗

有时，
真的不应该去看别人的blog
看了就会有比较的感觉。。。
不喜欢
本来没有期待=没有失望
可是
看了 就有了比较 就有了失望
* maybe I didnt deserve that **

should really prepare now
shouldn't ruin my thesis year!!
this is the reason they make you come back so early
dun be so close with Procrastination!!






Just now, really have a great chance to bond with them
but i choose to escape
is't that what i want?!
don;t make an excuse for that.
i think i know the answer...
should really confront it



我需要[ 勇气 + 信心 + 自律]